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Saturday, December 13

i really was hoping you would come by, with a surprise or not, to come accompany me as i study. it's so painful having to study by myself in my holidays, and i was really hoping. i know i was being selfish. i know you wanted to spend time with brother. i just had this bugging feeling that something somewhere was a lie. why is this feeling so strong? unless it's real? i know i'm being foolish allowing this thought to even surface. being silly to hope that you could be the guy better than mr bling bling. how could you be better? but still, i was hoping. it's okay. now i just hope it'll continue on it's path with all the postponing. yes mr bling bling is truly a dream.


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